I m so bored now coz i dunno whr to start from now. Suddenly, at this moment (23 sep 08, 17.42) I hav no more motivation in life. I think is all becoz i m listening to the med chem webcast. Med chem made my uni life sad, terrible and stressed. Med Chem disrupted my way of thinking and the way i feel.
How i wish i can return back to preceptorship... i guess i m odd one out.. i m a freak.. seems like nobody enjoy retail life.. only me.. i like retail farmacy.. thru this preceptorship, i found that i entered the right course and i love medicine and drugs.. i finally know wad i can do in future which is veri impt. If there isn't a clear ending pt, it will be quite meaningless to keep on running n running.. Everything is much clearer to me now than when i was in yr1 n yr 2. During yr1 n 2, i keep on asking myself this qns "am i suitable and clever enuff to become a farmacist?", " can i communicate with the public?"
althou retail seems easy to a lot of ppl, it isn't that simple.. the famacist-in-charge has to know almost everything under the sun(from shampoo, cleanser, medications, vitamins, skin infections, etc.. ) as there r realli a lot of ppl asking different kinds of qns everyday.. certain qns can be expected, but u also get lotsa unexpected shocking qns.. Thats y i thot retail fam is like being a high-class-customer-service-officer..
frustations occur when ppl questioned ur ability, when ppl gave u the dirty look, when ppl asked u N times whr the cashier is when the cashier sign is so big, when ppl can't see tat i m actualli standing in front of the med cabinet and i m not the cashier, when ppl scold u for something silly, when it is so qiao that it occurs in a row that ppl ask ridiculous qns and waste ur time for explaining, when ppl complain u r not being responsible coz u went for lunch break?, when ppl complain juz becoz u went for toilet break n lunch break and it's so qiao that the person came at both the times u weren't there.....
thats maybe why the pay is reasonable..
