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ღ Sunday, May 31, 2009

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Suddenly demotivated to learn things. Dislike the look and attitude.

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ღ Saturday, May 30, 2009

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seriously i m rather bu shuang.. Hypoglycemic symptoms include anxiety mah!! from j.l notes. why the hell give me tat U SURE? look and YOU ANIHOW GUESSING LOOK.

AND one of the indication for vit b is nerve pain mah.. DUN give me that kind of anihow guessing look.

you just wanted the correct indication for the patients of ur ward.. which is for alcoholics.FINE. i remember it now.

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3rd week over. Really tired. Didn't hav the energy to play badminton for too long with ml today. She said i m dehydrated. The thot of being bombarded with qns everyday realli put me off. Perhaps is a bit overwhelming.

Results out yesterday. ok ok onli. Not happy and not sad. an improvement of 0.01. As expected, i couldn't break away from the b- curse for analysis.

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ღ Tuesday, May 26, 2009

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Impressed again today. IP p realli zai to the max. Seriously i dun believe the phrase we r useless or wad. Docs do ask p for advices. Interventions are made everyday and they are important.

p does a lot of useful and brain squeezing stuffs at wards. i dun think p r replaceable. I should tell my uncle tat if he never mention it again. Was so pissed off when he said it tat time. whatever he said make me felt insignificant. if p can be replaced, so does doc. all the system needs is juz a doc who can do everything and need not know drugs coz he can input all the info needed into the system and the system will generate out the appropriate drugs needed. BUllshit. there isn't such a clever system. there won't be one aniwei coz human brain is still more powerful than the pc.

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ღ Monday, May 25, 2009

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Totally impressed by T today. JAW DROPped. Hah.. i knew all while. This career isn't tat useless as what others think. I dun think we r tat powerless after all.

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ღ Saturday, May 23, 2009

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I m not sad. But not happi either. something is weighin me down.. m just tired..

life is juz contradicting. when the preceptorship was cancelled.. i was super unhappi and was veri sad.. i dunno wad i can do in future. future seems bleak to me.The feelin was so bad until i can't enjoy my malacca trip.. when i recieved the ivle sms in malacca.. i was over the moon.. Now, preceptorship had started.. feelings neutral now.. not happi or sad.. juz tat no extra energy to smile.. 2 wks at op realli tired me out.. the 2 wks were spent like this:
from 9 to 6 everyday: standing and packing..
6 to 8pm: on the way home, dinner
8pm onwards: Do prescriptions and get ready for case study discussion..
(The 4 case discussions realli konked me out.)

I was so busy until i ignored smses that i deemed not that impt and chose not to reply first. I was so busy until i didn hav enough of sleep (avg no of hrs 5 to 6). I was in such a bad mood until i didn't help my mum to do much housework and not sympathetic enough over her back injury.

Soon, i wun rmb how happi i was back in dec... soon, i wun rmb how wide my mouth can scretch.. If i didn't open that damn door on the last two days of the trip.. i won't emo for 2 wks when i was back and the trip would end with a happy ending.

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End of the 10 days at OP. Not happy or sad.

i think the prob is with me. i seemed to be a easy target to be bullied/scolded. emo-ed for the whole of thurs nite after that ah lian said it so loudly in front of "yan 2" and 2 other poly students.. Did she have to make it sound such tat i m an idiot ... dun even noe which stopper to use...

i dunno how that ah lian is goin to pass her exam next month when she dun even noe what is august.. august is of coz 8.. if not wad 9?

i will not be so emo on thurs nite if maggi mee was the one who screamed her head off at me.

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However, i m still thankful that i m able to experience this preceptorship. I m super impressed by the knowledge and brain size of the farmacists workin there. They r super zai..

althou tiring, i m sure is all worth it.

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ღ Wednesday, May 20, 2009

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Life at OP isn't good. It is too busy and tense over there. PPl gets frustated easily and some are rude. PPl tends to neglect other ppl's feelings over there.

Yesterday was a veri sickening day. vexed. realli dun like the hostile feelin today. it's uber scary. headache bcoz of it. stupid ah lian pt say that i am as er xin as the omeprazole. damn her. help her pre-pack still kana personal attack. she isn't ani chio bu either. she looks like some drug addict to me with her dark eye rings.. she still say loudly how come got so mani ppl there.. is not as if i wana work there... helo.. i m not there to snatch ur job.. i m not a future full time packer!! i think no one can understand how i m feelin now. being called er xin.. seriously i dun think i look er xin lo.. is not as if i have some strange lumps on my face or broken nose or ulcer with pus... i hope that she will stuck as packer forever.. or something even worse.. totally no respect to ani one, even to the superiors.

i know she must be feelin inferior.. coz we r from uni.. and whats she?? onli a o level grad who can't even get into ITE or poly.. lol..

Shall record this as a special event and the event at acc.

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ღ Tuesday, May 12, 2009

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Malacca trip -
Was relaxing and was all about eating. Love the satay celup and nancy's nyonya food

Internship-
Two words to describe for these 2 days. Factory worker.

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