life is juz full of unpredictables. who would hav known? if able to forsee, world will be peaceful.
sometimes when u hav tons of work to clear plus have to go polyclinic for so mani times to do fyp plus the need to do the cooking and other stuffs. it's realli suffocating and really feel like giving up.
Hope everything will turn out fine. hope medicine able to help. hope no need ani hospitalization. if a huge amount will be incurred, i will juz sign the bond with G for my pre-reg.
everyone came to visit to encourage, to talk, to give advices. i felt the concern is too overwhelming until i could feel the chill in my bones. is things so dim? the frustrating part is i feel disturbed and more burdened after hearing the advices. i wouldn't hav feel so if i dun hav to go polyclinic everyday next week. going there everyday next week will lead to veri little time for me to complete other things. do i even hav the heart, effort and time to care and help? tell me why these things happen now.
