So is due to parkinson. I think is better than stroke or tumor in the brain. So my guess has been correct all along. Wad all my relatives said were crap. Can't be parkinson. The hand will tremble a lot right from the start. May be due to mini stroke.
Bought a netbook. Am =D . Like the weight, the color, the super long battery life.
P1 is finally over. As expected i screwed it up. My q and a sux. Seriously i wonder why. why m i clever enough to enter uni and even farmacy. but in it, i m consider as stupid. wishes? ambition? no. i juz wana to be a stray cat feeder. someone who work at spca or some other related places. someone who does housework only. i think i m most suitable to be a maid since i don't mind doin housework. actualli i m not realli sad tat i screwed a bit up for my p1 q n a. is the part where i feel left out by nancy n JL. whenever we ask qns..they will ans according to knowledge and qol.. no attitude. wads the pt of me doin seriously. the thot of it makes me shudder. the thot of it fill my eyes with tears. yesterday wasn't the 1st time. i thot it was juz nancy. JL too. the way she answer why is it type 1, why we include those on med. sample size cal was also like tat. null hypothesis: There is no association between patients’ diabetes knowledge/HRQoL and HbA1c level. why the hell is my attitude. Today too.. seriously their attitude towards my proj seems cold. their attitude influence me to think wad i m doin is not consider as impt to them. my tears juz flow thru out the 165 journey and now when i typed that sentence 'no attitude' out. is realli sad. wads the pt of me doin since i won't be able to get second upper ani wei. wads the pt of doin when it isn't impt to them aniwei. perhaps i m juz weak.
i thot is a blessing since i realli dun hate surveying ppl. turns out to be not true. the pt of not impt to them is realli a mental torture to me and is consider as bad to me.
