Start with being sick. End with being sick too. Tats my fyp. Started off at amk polyclinic, fell sick not juz merely a few days at there. GOing to end soon. Now falling sick. But got to 'Ren' for the sake of another 56 more patients. for the sake of filina. for the sake of yuan tying. Have been popping pills to stop the aggravation of throat and phlegm inflammation and drinking lotsa of cooling water. Felt difficulty toking long to patients, coz of the throat discomfort. the kind of 'pls pls stop diverting, i m tryin veri hard to hold the conversation with u, tolong can u help me finish my survey asap'. the longer i tok to patients while trying hard to make sure my voice is audible, the more discomfort i felt.
amk polyclinic is realli too cramp i guess. the germs are like flying everywhr. unlike bbk polyclinic whr it is non air conditioned, well vendilated. i prefer bbk.
i guess i m realli weak.. can succumb to infection so easily.
Nevertheless, as a kaypo kid, i still enjoy talkin to patients. i realise i m realli a good listener but i dun like to tok much rubbish and provide valuable info to them when my throat got the phlegm and inflammation. Interaction with patients is like providing a service to them. u have ups and downs. eg.. nice patient will buy u a barley drink and u will be touched. or offer to buy u a drink. or the they will reject the vouchers from u and thank u. unreasonable patient will speak loudly and make u feel embarrassed and u hav to say sorry to her when u aren't in the wrong. life should hav ups and downs to make it more complete. it will be too boring and plain as the plain water if life is forever a straight line.
without saddness or unhappiness, you won't cherish wad is called happy.
Dunno why, i felt i have grown up. my thinking seems to have broaden.
